i love u

The mind is a powerful tool.

How we construct ideas, thoughts, concepts... all these are construed by the society that we live in. Our culture, our beliefs, our traditions.

Who we THINK we are, what we FEEL that is RIGHT... they are all simply social constructs. Things like "family" and "school", these instituitions actually don't exist in reality. They are made up of our preception of what we define it to be. What we WANT it to be.

And yes, the world is unfair. Majority always win. No matter how we try to argue and convince ourselves that it may not be this way, it's the hard fact of life.

Don't u find that simply... a m a z i n g???

I mean, if u're able to manipulate one's perception (ok, brainwash for layman's term) and make that person believe that what he is doing is "right" "correct" and he does it whole-heartedly to your advantage, isn't it so much easier than forcing the person to do something against his own freewill? For one, efficiency rate will be higher. Hence better results are achieved.

(no wonder Marx's capitalism was widely criticised and Weber's idealist theory was more acceptable... Ok that's beside the point.)

Ok, it didn't hit me that hard until yesterday. Haha.. i have no idea why i was so excited about it all and couldn't get to sleep. It was already going to 2am and i had morning class the next day. -_-;; (sheesh)

Talking to you last night made me feel so warm at heart. The fact that we could be so frank with our feelings with each other made me feel juz sooo close to you. ^^ Ahh.. really liked that feeling!! Don't worry, i'll work hard to become an asset to you! Hee.. talking about this make me get all excited again. Haha~

-contented sigh-