Dare mo. Shiranai.

Monday, June 28, 2004


Nice neoprint machine!! ^_^

FUN DAY!

Yeah.. juz came back from shopping with li. ^^ Spent the day at orchard.. been awhile since i last walked tt long stretch of rd. Finally bought Takki & Tsubasa's 2wenty 2wo!! ^___^V *listening to it now* Bought a shirt. Took nice neoprints.. haha. Fun sia~ Cos we're actually given ALOT of time to deocorate it. Nobody was using that machine! =p Eat, drink, eat, eat.. enjoying life~ Saw a few pple.. Met LiHui at Far East, saw Candice while leaving far east, and Siyi at Wisma.

Eeks.. tml exciting day for neko again!! Will be going over to dar's place for dinner.. and i'll get to meet his family. *gulps* Excited but nervous!! (What shall i bring over.. what shall i wear.. what shall i do..) But the thought of seeing dar tml makes lil neko prance around in tiny circles. Wee~~

Sunday, June 27, 2004


Party~!

Turn of events...

Sighz.. neko is a sad neko! T^T Recently, a few events that took place which drained neko mentally.

*~SULI さん!! 御帰りなさい!!!~* ++HuGzZz++


[okaeri nasai=welcome back!]

I really apologise the way things turned out tt day. It was juz too sudden le.. need a moment for brain and emotions to react. Hah! Forgive yaya ba.. it was a r-e-a-l-l-y bad day for her. Sighz~ Genki kudasai!! =)

Ytday was memorable.. had bday celebration for Waisim, Yangyang n Wei Peng at tr aft work. Dunno how i got involved also leh. Cos if count it as June babies celebration, Gary is one too! -shrugz. There was the usual "koi pond swim", in which all the guys got thrown in it! Haha.. think it broke record le - 7 fishy pple. Lolz~ Poor dar din bring extra clothes so he had to put up with the tr clothes. Eeks.. sigh! Hope he din catch a cold! But i wasn't up to the festivity cos of stupid tummyache that's been bothering me since evening. Then keep feeling nausea. Haiz.. very irritated by it. Then moodswing n tired. So sat at one corner and watched them getting high. Hahaha.. actu i was feeling quite miserable. =/ But thnx to my dar, he made the grey skies turn blue, plus a rainbow! *big smiles*

Thank you guys for the presents! ^^ This is the best bday year i ever had..

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Life is.. unpredictable. One min u may think life sux and on the next bend, u find that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow; U may feel that u've fallen into the ultimate abyss, but it'll shock u that there's more depth to that abyss then it meets the eyes. Like it or hate it, that's life. But i believe life's full of choices. U make the choice of HOW u're gonna live it. Do u want to be happy or sad? That's lies in ur choice of perspective of seeing things. If we can choose to be happy, why be sad?

Yes, i've stumbled a few times. But i have not fallen. It's hard not to take for granted the love, peace and joy ard me. I'm still learning.. but every min i spend with my cloeset kin, my frens.. i try to appreciate the warmth i feel and keep it in my heart. Those special moments, be it juz a split sec, will be kept it my heart forever. Cos time waits for no man. There's no turning back and relinquish the exact same moment again. Few months ago, nostalgia has been knocking on my door for frequent visits. Happy memories.. sad memories.. my jc yrs.. my best fren going to australia to study. Rather than wallowing in the past, i've moved on. Grown stronger. I'm aniticipating of what lies ahead of me.

Ytday u made me the h a p p i e s t gal on the entire galaxy. (Sorry i can't stop grinning.. =p) From the moment u popped up in my life.. till the day we're tog. It's juz too amazing!! I mean it's like.. everything juz happened so fast i feel like i'm not in reality! *dreaming* Till now, i guess i still can't fully digest the thought. Lolz~ Juz a note to one of ur qns: I've waited for u for 20years.. do u think 3 more years means anything? Haha.. we'll stand strong tog okiez? =) *muakz*

And to Jan: Ok.. i have to give some credit to ya okie? Someone who claims that she's an IMPT factor.. geez *roll eyes* =p Luv ya gal.. ur blog entry.. THNX AR. ^^;;

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

no update!

Oops.. seems like been awhile since i last update??! ^^;;

--------- rewind ---------


Last Wed
Had an enjoyable chalet @ Downtown east Pasir Ris~! It's a celebration for the 3guys entering army tml -- Wilson, Jimmy and Martin. Haha.. and it juz so happens that it's on my bday. Dohz~ Liting got Lance and Ou Yang, who came down at 9pm+, to get jackfruit for ME. THANX AR... they practically stuffed it down my throat. Haha.. *pukes* Such a waste lor.. i dunno how to appreciate it lah.

Had a very fun week~! Lance brought me to see "chio bus" at Changi Village (and to eat supper of cos.. YuM~) Wah.. i must be damn lucky cos i saw one got picked up. O.o But "s-he" really very chio leh. *envy*

Ytday gave E Maths tuition to Michelle, Jan's cousin. Shit lah.. i think i all forgotten le!! To think i got A1 for Os. Argh~ It was not ur regular tuition cos we actually spent the entire aftnoon till night tog! Hehe.. supp to have tuition at 2pm but we went Heartland Mall (first time going!!) so she can eat her lunch.. at sakae sushi!! Wah.. juz becos the ramen pic outside looks "nice". Lolz. Then she suggested we shall make pancakes, so we went Cold Storage to buy the batter. In the end, we spent $34+ on some stuffs we juz felt like buying. =p Hehe.. we can't go marketing tog sia. We're too alike le.. will juz grab anth one. By the time we reached her hse was like 5.30pm.. made pancakes and choco-marshmellow-melts by 6.30pm. Tuition-talk-eat till like 9.15pm. =X Like very enjoyable hor?? Find it so amazing.. this is only like the 2nd time i see her leh. And we could do so much stuffs tog. =) GeMiNi-aNs uNiTe~~

Was v shag when i reached home. Then tt stupid Ou Yang lah.. throughout the day keep pestering me with funny qns. From msn >> ended up having the funniest/weirdest conference on his hp. Wahaha.. but i shall not elaborate. =X Open or close?? (Wahahha...)

Juz went to my cousin's hse. Shun bian tuition his math awhile. =p
Dragon boat festival coming.. mother made lotsa ba zhang.. Linda's aunt and mom gave us some. Ba zhang anyone?

Tuesday, June 15, 2004


HmMm.. =p~ --Me&Rui-- 


FighT-O! --Jan&Yaya-- 

Bday Celebration with HOPE~

[9am]
Woke up early in the morn to catch the 11am Harry Potter @ Cineleisure. Really enjoyed it ALOT~ ^^ Liked the twist in the plot.. felt it was much more interesting than the first 2. Later was off to Starlight @ Cuppage to belt it all out~~ \(^o^)/ 4hrs of singing left me almost voiceless. Lolz~ Sighz.. juz sianz that their songlists not very up to date sia. =( So seems like been singing the same few songs recently. I wanna go KBox!

[6pm]
Went to Heeren to take neoprints! Haha.. smth -_-;; happened sia. Aft taking the shots, we're able to make our drawings right? Well, apparantly there were 2screens on the opposite ends of the machine. We tot there was only 1 like the rest. So we ended up waiting at the wrong end.. and we were thinking how come so long the pics still haven't appear sia. ^^;; Until a kind gal told us it was at the other side. O.o ArGh~!~!~! Left 50secs only sia.. *MAJOR SWEATS* Tho abit plain but it was still nice~ =D

Was wondering where we're gonna have dinner... then we stopped outside Han Ka Ram -- A korean restaurant on the 5th lvl of heeren. YAY~!!! Been ages since we last went there to eat. YuM~! Had the usual terriyaki chicken, kimchi soup and beancurd. Haha.. the waitress was so nice to keep refilling our kimchi side dish for us. Cannot blame leh.. it's really gd! =p~~~

I feel so blessed to be spending my bdays with my closest frens ever~ All these is made possible cos of u. Thank you guys SooOoo much for how much u stood by me all thru these yrs, brightened my life, gave me the hopes to dream.. H.O.P.E 4ever k? *BIG sMiLiEs + HuGgiEs* Luv ya all~
And all those who made my day one way or another, from the bottom of my heart.. i really appreciate the tot tt u rem. ^___^



Tml another exciting day for neko.. wee~~

Monday, June 14, 2004

Rantings

Song: Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sabastian

These cmi pple are really getting on my nerves. Testing my patience? U're treading on murky waters i tell ya.

E*** - U think u work at some high class hotel before, and that makes you an experienced staff in tr? Well u're WRONG. We have different management here. Stop pushing ur weight around (tho u indeed weigh something.. literally). At least u were smart enough to sense smth amiss and asked Richard. Well wat can i say? Good for you.. so i expect u to change for the better ASAP. Dun gimme attitude and tt blardy fucked up face of urs. Cos i can be more fucked up than you. Juz u wait.

B***n - You're the worse of the worst. Lazy. S L O W. Dim-witted. I'm sorry I can't think of anything u did that is worthy of my praise. *think of shit* Stop telling me wat to do. How long have u been working? How long have I been working? Do u think i need ur lousy pathetic suggestions on how to deal with guests? Juz shuddup and do wat u're supposed to do and get ur fat ass moving.. FASTER PLS.

J******n - U're not THAT bad.. when u keep that mouth of urs sealed tight. Stop repeating ur qns. We have ears. We have brains. We get it the first time u said. Oops i'm sorry. I forgot we're of different intellectual level. Forgive me. We juz dun wish to stoop to ur level and repeat ourselves over and over again. I think if u juz shut up ur whole life, nobody will ever realise u were mute. Dun ur mother ever regret giving birth to a downright irritating rodent? Well i pity her.

Geez.. wat happened to QC man. Why are we hiring such calibre pple.

Sigh wat happened to the innocent gal who used to cringe at vulgarites in which i spout ever so often now. Life is harsh. I'm not who i used to be.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

fucked up

Fucking bad day. Am fucked up. Leave me alone...

Saturday, June 12, 2004

SURPRISE!~

Friday

OMG~!! THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!! *MUAKZ~*


Wahaha.. Aft work Yang Yang planned a early bday celebration for me. Together with the usual gang of Jan, Weisong, Lance, Gary, Peiyun and Daniel. Even Wilson sudd pop up from nowhere! =D T^T wo hao gan dong~!! Haha.. can't deny i suspected smth fishy going on cos Jan n Yang are such poor actors! LOLZ! =X

Left CAN earlier than usual and we got to sit on Lance's crazy lorry! Wee~~ It was very fun sia.. feeling the wind in ur face.. in ur hair.. with the starry nightsky above ur head. Lolz.. detoured to amk cos gotta send gary home (aft much persuasion.. haha) Daniel went to the front to sit so left me, Jan n Yang at the back. Then yang decided to smoke. He was almost stripping himself trying to light tt damn ciggie. LOLZ~~ Me n jan started singing. Feeling was great! Been a loooong time since we last sang tog (not ktv kind) But realised our songlist damn limited sia. ^^;; Even our usual songs all forgotten lyrics le. Haiz..

Aft dropping yang off, we went to a temple at loyang to do some prayers. It's for safety on the rd. Wow.. complicated ritual. However Jan n Daniel decided to watch us instead. By the time i reached home it was 3am le. Jan quarrelled with her mom and was locked outta hse. Talked to her till 4am before she banged her way in. I'm so sorry for getting u into trouble gal!! =/

Anw.. had a really fun time!! Thnx once again to those pple who made my day~ n__________n

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

^___^V

Tday is a happy day~! Met up with Jan to watch Troy at Century Square. FINALLY can get to watch! Jan lah. Was late for 30min. Luckily we decided to meet at 11am cos when i checked the timings ytday, it was 11.30am. Who noes tday is 11am sia~ -pengz! Missed the appetizer of how Paris seduced Helen, and jumped straight into the main course-the war!!

Jan >> *hana-ing over Brad Pitt's body*
Me >> *hana-ing over Orlando Bloom*

It was funny to see how a cmi Paris sudd transform into Legolas with his trademark bow n arrow! Whaahaha.. luff until pengz~

Lunched over mac before headed off to Bugis! Later i did my rebonding @ Chapter2, a subsidiary of Kimage, cos of the $100 promo which ends 18 June(include treatment n cut regardless hair length) CHEAPEST rebonding i ever did! (The last time i did for $280 with Rui. *guilty* Tt was 1.5yrs ago~) The pple were nice, the result was gd. Wat can i say.. A HIGH RECOMMENDATION from me!! Jan was off to give tuition.

Actually later was supposed to join my bro n his gf to zouk. But decided to stay home to accompany my parents! Cos lately been working so nv seen them for quite long le. Me filial gal~ =p

Hmm.. i smell miso soup~~
Neko is happily jumping ard.. dinner awaits. =^___^=
p.s My lao pa is a terribly good cook!!

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Li is here!!

Song at the mo: Jiu Shi Ai -- Join Tsai

S-U-L-I~~!!!

My best fren is online now!!! ^_____________________________^ Been S U P E R long since i last talked to her~ Finally today she's on msn somemore! Sobz.. miss ya soooo much!! Can't wait for u to come back soon!!! 頑張って for exams!

[ganbatte=JIA YOU!]

Damn bored at home today~~ No work.. no going out.. no games.. no nth!! ZzzZzz Maybe i shall watch some anime movie later~ (Mononoke Hime is 凄い)

[sugoi=FANTASTIC!]

Monday, June 07, 2004

stupid EzLink

This wk's schedule SUX!! Haiz.. wanted to chiong 100hrs this month but looks like it's gonna be in vain. Argh~~

Ytday i accidentally spilt water over the guests' table. -___-;;;; First time in my entire working history sia. Feeling damn sianz. Cos while placing a glass on the table, it accidentally tilted. So i grabbed it to prevent tilting.. but cos the tray was too slippery, the remaining 2 glasses on top overturned too. WTF?!?! Lucky the guests were v nice~

Poor Jan! On the way home with Jan n Lance to CityHall mrt, she accidentally dropped her EzLink card in between the escalators and it dropped into a gap. GeeZ~ Even though the control pple stopped the escalators, we couldn't retrieve it. Hence it's considered lost. Jan was off to a foul mood le. =/

CONGRATS WANFEN!!! She called to say she got into round 2 of S'pore Idol!! WooT~ So excited for her.. hope i can see her on tv! =p

Tday is Gary's bday.. too bad he ain't working cos bday pple always get to swim in the koi pond!! =X He was nice to treat us to skillet cookie sundae (it's a huge cookie with an ice-cream and hot fudge on top. =p~~) My FaV!! It was as delicious as ever. Hehe~

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Happy fri night

Friday
Wah.. woke up with a very sore right arm sia~ Can't believe tt the mere pool session left me with muscles ache. -_-;; Geez i feel old~

[6.30pm]
Work wasn't very busy considering it's a fri night. Jan was late cos she forgot to bring her hse keys then gotta rush home again. When she sms me, she said she's quite pissed! Plus if she's gonna be host she'll be in bad mood. Then i told her if she really is then i'd swap with her (even if i dun wan T^T)! SEKALI...... She really host sia. -_-;; In the end we juz stick to our own position.

[11pm]
Aft work was off to C.A.N again~! Had additional members to the usual gang (Jan, Yang Yang, Lance, Gary, WeiSong).. In and WeiPeng! Slack ard, talk, drink, eat.. as usual. =D Think tt night had the "feeling" that Yang yang meant! Sighz~ My twin nv work AGAIN leh. Why everytime i come she nv work?! =/ The guys keep asking alot of lame stuffs to tt "NUS life science" gal, who's from 01s12 of tpjc. I think she irritated liao. Oops! =X (For more info on CAN progress report, go to Yang's blog to see. =P)

[6.25am]
WAH.. this morn had an incredible storm sia. The lighting was so bright n the thunder virtually shook my whole hse. O.o The next min.. my aircon went off. The power switch tripped! Argh~~ Woke up my papa to get the power supply back. Brr.. scary morn! *snuggling under my warm covers*

Today is audition for SGI (S'pore Idol?!). Dunno can meet Jan b4 work to kpo ard anot. Haha.. last night during work, saw alot of pple upstairs on the concourse of Tower5 dunno doing wat. Camping for auditions?! -_-;; We shall find out soon..

Thursday, June 03, 2004

Went out with Ya!

Spent a my off day wonderfully with my best buddy, Yaya!! ^__^ Been ages since we last went out together as the 2 of us only. Went to katong to play pool.. but realised all the mechmaster all close le!! O.o In the end hunted down Snooker Pro, which was at the 3rd floor of the annexe block of katong shopping complex. Sounds chim huh??! Kaoz.. ulu pandan sia. I din noe katong shopping complex got 3rd floor lor! Went up by some side staircase to the carpark. Saw a sign board that says Annexe Block This Way. Walked past the carpark to the opposite end and THERE IT WAS! *satisfied* =D

Played for 1.5hrs. Score -- 3:3. Think so lah.. cos i had 2black balls and Ya had 1. =X Oops.. rusty le!! Later went to Parkway to snack on food, slack ard and talked abt alot of stuffs! Haha.. we sit until machiam our own home sia. Heck care lah~ Anw it was a corner seat! Cos the foodcourt was cold so we had our sweaters on. While walking to bus stop, we're too lazy to take it off. Think pple were giving us weird looks. ^^;;

Sigh sigh!! Tml was supposed to have badminton session with Yang Yang, Yong Sen, Daniel n Jan b4 work. But tp's court is booked by a teacher for some function. Then jan's cousin juz passed away. Dunno whether still on anot leh?! =( Hands itching for some sports~!!!

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

I'm NEVER gonna take bus 10 to suntec ANYMORE!! Sux man. Cos of the collapse of nicoll highway, it goes by another longer route. Plus there was a jam ard Beach Rd. All the pple aft work wanna go by ECP. Damn. Was on the verge of puking when i called Waisim n told her i gonna be late. Sighz~

Was host with In. Not bad.. not bad at all. She n Therisa definitely can make it. =P Business was so-so for a PH eve. Yet Waisim still sign food for us. YaY~ =D The crazy pple decided to go CAN CAFE AGAIN!!! O.o OMG.. are they mad or wat?! That's like 3days in a row already??!! Watever.. tml i working 12-4 sia. I need sleep~ Anw they asked E**c along. *pukes* Hate him. =X

Haiz.. poor me go home alone! =( Jan dropped by cos she tot i ended at 10pm today then can go home tog. But cos i switched schedule with Peiyun, hence end at 10.30 instead. *sadz* Haha.. me n Win wore the same pattern today. Right down to the kind of bags n sandals. Wahahaha~~ Trotted down to watch the bald Aussies. Nth happening leh.

Yikes.. tml working with the CMI guy. Dread manz.. hope i'll be easy $$ tml. ;p

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

CAN again..

This morn i went to weigh myself.. and i lost 1-1.5kg! Wah.. guess cos these few days been busy working and din really eat any proper meals. Hmm.. dunno gd thing or bad! Lolz~

Was late meeting Von cos the stupid bus 10 was virtually c-r-a-w-l-i-n-g man! Very slow!! Sianz~ Then my hairdresser @ Kimage, Mimi told me they hv a rebonding promo on wkdays. UP$280 >> $220. She asked if i wanna do! *shocked* Feel like but not now lah.. think my hair is dead le. Cannot tahan anymore "torture". In the end stick to original plan of treatment n haircut. Spent $110, tog with Von's Kimage card. So actually i still have $22 balance in the card. =D Abt 4inches of my hair was snipped off. T^T Liked the old length mah~ Haiz.. there's a saying tt goes "having a gd haircut makes ur day" or smth. I guess not me. Everytime i cut hair i regret. Not that it's done badly but.. well, prefer the old one lo. Guess i'm a sentimental person?! Haha~ Aft that rushed off to work.. hence no dinner again. (and lunch) *stomach grumble*

Work was o-k. Typical wkday night. And i realised smthg!! Wei Peng is actually very POWER! *whistles* At least one of the newcomers who actually can make it. Then while talking to Jan at night, realised that he's not exactly "new". Only survivor or the earlier batch. Haha.. cannot blame leh. Tt period i din really work much so not much impression of them! Anw aft work, Yong Sen they all wanted to go C.A.N again. I dunno y.. so ended up Me, Helva, Gary, Yong Sen met up with Yang yang n his 2 gal frens who were already there. Slack ard.. then Yang's fren, Ruifang had to go. Helva and i tot she n "Ou Yang Ting Ting" (the waitress at CAN tt yang likes) bore a close resemblence! =X Oops.. am i not supp to say?!

Anw I was very brain-dead le. Then sudd out from nowhere, these stupid guys began to tease me abt Daniel AGAIN.. geez.. idiots! Lolz.. my brain was too nua to think of anth to retaliate. Watever..

Sigh.. was supposed to meet Glen to go to the LOTR exhibition today. But was too tired from last night plus the exhibition is all the way at BoonLay there! O.o Din feel like rushing all ard the island cos tonight still got work. Feel so bad!! =/

Me gonna chiong 100hrs this mth (so can get a portion of the tips =P)