Song: Outside Castle - H.O.T

Sheesh.. i hate the COMEX.. past few days slogged like shit. Everyone felt like shit. The crowd was shit. Wtf..

Ytday evening was feeling pretty fucked up. Early crowd and not enuf on floor. Can't they eat somewhere else??! Was so fucked up tt a guest actu asked if i could at least give a smile. I said "Sorry i can't." And she went bonkers. Lolz.. cheap thrill. She went to talk to Evelyn abt it. HaH~ As if i cared. Juz abit paiseh had to let Evelyn clear the shit for me. Pls.. look at ur own attitude before u comment on others. Hope those 2 ang mos get knock down by cars, become vegetable and gotta live on life support. Muahaha.. *evil glint*

Wai Sim still wan me to work today. NO WAY! I need a break.. desperately.

I'm not a filial daughter
I'm not a gd sister
Neither am i a gd fren
Nor a gd girlfriend
I'm a lousy waitress
I suck in everything i do

Wat am i to the world? Juz an insignificant mortal being. I shd juz die..

Thnx jan!~ Been awhile since we last talked on the phone. Hahaha.. paiseh if i kinda dozed off halfway! ^^;; Cos u keep talking then din get to stimulate my brain, hence auto shut off. =p

y no bus?!

Another wk has gone by....... very fast ne??

I think it's juz plain stupid tt there isn't any direct bus from novena to my sch. It's like so darn near can?! 15min can reach le. Well, ok there is.. 166. But it detours to World Trade Centre before gg to clementi!!! How dumb is that?? >_<#

Anw, used to drive to my mom's office (novena) before taking train down to sch. (which involves changing to bus too) And tt takes abt the same time as travelling from home to sch (tanah merah >> dover). I noe it sounds dumb but tt time i wanted to practise driving mah. Lolz~

Situation: Whole family has to leave the hse by 7.45am. According to old plan, drop off dad, followed by bro then me. All is well cos i'll reach sch ard 9.15 for 9.30 lecture. BUT, this yr lessons are 9am!! Hence i'll cfm be late. Geez..

Plan #01: Stick to old plan but leave hse earlier.
>> kinda near impossible cos it requires teamwork of whole family. HAHA!

Plan #02: Drop me off at tanah merah first, followed by dad then bro.
>> -TEH- cos dad will be late. (Rem teamwork is kinda impossible?)

**Best plan**: I drop everyone off and drive to sch. ^___^ Did exactly tt tday and i reached sch by 8.40!! Woot~ Took only a mere 20min can??

So y isn't there a bus tt goes by tt route?! No demand, no supply? Hah.. heck care lah. Can drive to sch song le. But gotta park the car back in my mom's office b4 gg home. Haiz bo bian.. car not mine. T^T (((when can i have my own car!??!)))

Kinda brain dead in class.. did bad debts and doubtful debts. Abit lost le.. brain had "zzZZZzZZZzz" whizzing past...

~~Ytday was a H A P P Y day~~

work work work..

Past few weeks been spending my days in TR -- wake up, go work, reach home 11pm+, bathe, sleep. Monotonous.. sudd realised i've been neglecting alot of impt things in my life.

[[Family]] Haven't been spending much time with them. I dun think i even noe wat's gg on in their lives le. Cousins and relatives.. my grandpa.. I MISS U GUYS SO MUCH!!

[[Friends]] Close frens, frens.. haven't been keeping in contact as often as in the past. Everyone seems busy.. sch, projects, being freshies, etc etc. I read their blogs to get updates on their lives. Isn't tt pathetic?? Promised pple to meet up during hols to do some catching up but failed to do so. Argh.. sorry!! Dun think u'll get to read it but still, i dunno. U juz surprised me with ur sms aft we lost contact for so long. Find it a little weird n awkward if we go out ne? Hmm..

And actu, if not for dear working during the wkends too, i dun think i can get to see him much either. O.o;;

Hmmz... smth needs to be done!!! T^T

My life has shrunk without me realising. Now it only revolves ard tr and dear. But having dear is more than enough to make me feel c-o-m-p-l-e-t-e. =)

FLIRT = ?

Flirt: To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures.

That's wat dictionary.com says. But wat EXACTLY is flirt? There's isn't any standard to measure up to. Are u genuinely juz being extra friendly n nice? Or there's an ulterior motive lying beneath this sheep skin? I guess the true definition lies within oneself. Only U, URSELF noes wat u're doing. If u're attached and u flirt openly behind ur partner's back, wat does that make u? Perhaps tongues will wag, but i guess it doesn't really matter. We dun live on others' criticism and compliments. We live our own life.

Juz like wat is beauty? Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. Tastes differs from one individual to the next. Juz because majority holds the same perspective doesn't mean they are RIGHT; doesn't mean they hold the true definition of wat they believe in. Beauty comes from within.. to me, beauty = charisma + personality + wit. A simple illustration - Simon Cowell doesn't exactly score in the LOOKS department. But his wits n cynism has captivated audience since AMI. I actually find him rather charming!! (lol)

Everything is abt looking at different perspective. Thinking with ur left brain or right. Why issit tt between 2 close frens of the opposite sex, the gals usually believe there can be genuine frenship, whereas the guy will feel that at some pt in time, special feelings will develop? Why issit that gals are born extra sensitive to emotions? Why issit that guys are more rational and can see the big pic? Unlike gals who only seem bothered by minute details?

W h y ?

It's all abt hormones. The progesterone, oestrogen and testosterone shit. Geez.. so does tt mean if i start taking testosterone pills, i'll start thinking like a guy? (not to mention look like one too) We're all so similiar yet so different.

We're perpetually living in a grey area. (no i dun mean the grey matter in the brain) Many a times, we find ourselves perching precariously on The Fence, caught in between wat we hold dear to heart. But the fence is narrow and frail, and eventually we'll fall. But to which side? Tt is the qns. But is tt the ans?

NEW HP!!!

Yes yes!!! I finally gotten my new phone~~!!! Puhahahaha....

I'll see the Jacob's Creek wine promoter they've been talking abt tday... LOLZ!

(o^_^)o

WOoooOOooo~~~~~ Today, 5th August 2004, simply brought great newS to me!!! Muahahaha..

Gd news #01: Was busting ghosts on MU when i received a call from Actmedia/DemoPower. They switched me to do the Nestle promotion instead of the Heineken one!!! WhoOpI~~! For a moment, i'm like sudd very free sia. o(^______^)o

Gd news #02: Juz received a mail from samsung. I'm able to get the E600C phone for $298 only!! That's aft trade-in + this mailing voucher. COOL!! I've been dreaming of a phone like that.. it looks juz like my S300 plus a cam.. *droolzz* And my S300 trade-in value still $200 nia. Promo ends 22 Aug.. very tempted but still wan consider. BUT RIGHT NOW I JUZ WANNA SINK MY TEETH IN IT.. Muahhahaha.. o(^______^)o

*~SGH-E600C~*

-contented sigh- Juz when i tot this is gonna be one hell of a looong wk, it turned out surprisingly WELL. And to top it off, spent a nice day with my beloved! Hehehe.. =^-^=

1st day in sch!!

Song: 柠檬草的味道 - 蔡依林

YEAH~! Finally i'm back into action in sch.. had AF lect 9-12pm only. ^___^ (I'd be having this lesson for whole for aug only) Feeling was damn shiok.. to be seeing my sch mates again. I even met Siew Lian aka ah lian (a very sweet gal i knew during the 2day Starhub rdshow) at the sch bus stop. Everyone was running late.. stupid la. This yr all morn lect starts at 9am instead of the usual 9.30pm. Will be rushing to sch tog with all the np and sp students. -sighz

Hah~ The overhead bridge was finally completed. Hmmz.. i rather walk across the rd leh. But at least dun hafta worry abt rainy dayz~ Everything was the same.. SIM bread suxx as usual. =p Missed the tea!! ^^ Neko rolling in happiness!! Ok, maybe i won't be so happy when the workload starts coming in. But that's for the future to say. =)

Ahh.. i dunno how to put music on blog! If not can put the midi for the song lyrics i posted before. Boo~~

Song: Because I'm A Girl - KISS

[Guy]

Do you remember how we met?

Your smile was so sweet

It took my breath away.

The moment seemed to last so long

You didn't know what you have done.

Barging right into my life

There's no way i can stop.

Only you can make things right.

*chorus*

Didn't mean to hurt you so

Didn't mean to make you cry

Only know that seeing you

I wouldn't have missed you so.

The days that i have spent with you

Was the happiest time of my life

But loving you is a sin

We were never meant to be.

[Girl]

Do you know how you changed my life?

All those promises we've made

It's like the perfect dream

We will never be apart.

Until the day you said goodbye

Things will never be the same

You closed the door on me

You left me standing all alone.

*chorus*

*talk* (Ha.. din bother to re-write)

*Bridge*

Seeing you in my life again

You didn't know that i was there.

As i'm standing infront of you

And then everything dawned on me.

*chorus 2* - [Guy]

I can only bring you grieve

I can only give you sadness

If only i had known

I wouldn't have loved you so

It breaks my heart to see you hurt

Many endless nights i cry

Loving you is so sweet

I will give you anything

*chorus 3* - [Girl]

You were always by my side

Even though i'm all alone

Holding my hand in yours,

You have given me your soul.

Re-writen by RoWiE on 11/6/02

Based on the M/V

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Hmm.. been awhile since i last re-writen any songs. Juz happened to hear this on my mp3 so...Btw, the GUY/GIRL is their thoughts. Not Guy/Girl singing. Anw it's a VERY touching korean m/v.. i'm sure many shd have seen it le. Dunno issit based on some movie but i nv got to noe...

Few days ago had been.. shitty. I hate it when i'm not in control of my life, what i ought to do, what i want to do, what i CAN do. But the wk has passed.. ironically i breezed through. I'm back in control. *sMiLeZ*

Neko looks on the following week and... sighs in defeat...