Louis Khoo! Hana!!

噓..... (東張西望）

今天在學校看到...

“古天樂”！

（花痴）

已經大概有半年沒在學院裏踫到他了。^^ 差點都把這號人物給忘了。（汗）
他依然和往常一樣 — 那焦黑的皮膚；一幅坏男孩的樣貌。酷必了！
（男人不坏，女人不愛？-_-;;）
哈！可能就是見面次數太少了，偶然的相遇才會顯得特別... hana 吧！
（語無倫次）

今天等 dear 下班后去吃鼎泰丰。
但欲望卻和食欲不吻合。（汗）
無法好好的享受美食。 唉！真浪費...
Gastric flu 又在搞鬼吧。還真是掃興嘞！
我懷疑是 teabreak 時吃了那 samosa 的關係。*pui*
還我一直肚子不舒服，想作嘔。難受！！ (T^T)

明天又早課。
累人啊！

weird blogging in sch

Been in sch for the past 8hrs.
*note: i seldom stay in sch more than 3hrs wor! Unless got class lah.*
Had marketing revision class from 9-12pm.
Yawnz.
Was told i looked shagged today. (sigh)
Not my objective to come school looking like a zombie k.
Must be too long never wake up so early.

Spent the rest of my day in the library.
Was lucky to be able to get a nice seat. Heh.
Didn't join peiying n kenneth cos they've decided to sit outside some LT.
No aircon leh. Can die.

Trying to complete Chapter 8 - Marketing Communications.
Keyword: TRYING.
(Yeah right. Trying to combat sleep huh.)
Haha.. Was told to place more emphasis on Sales promo + Advertising.
I'm halfway done!! ((jia you~~))

Eh.. how come i'm blogging like this ah?
Hah. Abit listless now.
Dadidum...

K lah.
Done with procrastination.
Back to studies.

hot tue afternoon

It's so freaking hot. FREAKING HOT i tell ya.

ArgH~!

Maybe i should juz leave my air-con on 24/7.

>.<#

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Really bored... so post up some random pics.

[i miss my SP-ing days with frens...]

[Cutie PiE~!~! Doesn't she looks like a seal?? Muahahaha...]

Chinese song lyrics

你知道我是谁吗？
我想... 你这辈子都不会知道
在这庞大的世界里，
竟然会有这位无名小卒
默默地为你祈祷着
希望你天天都很开心。

朋友都觉得我好傻
为何自讨苦吃。
为了一个连名字都不知的人
念念不忘。
但我何尝没去尝试过？
从那天第一次和你相遇
我以坠入无底洞。
无法自拔

我的存在并不重要
只要天天能看到你灿烂的笑容；
那迷人的双眼；
感觉你的气息
我就感到很幸福了。

((not following the song liao.. ^^;;))

这天，我鼓起了勇气
要想你告白：
“我爱你！”
想象着你漂亮的脸孔
流露出丝丝的微笑
接受了我的诚意。

但一切的一切 都来得太迟了
躺在马路上
四肢都动弹不得

好冷啊！
多期望你能在这一刻
拥抱着我。

但这是不可能的。
因为你始终还是不知道
我的名字。

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这是在很多年前 J2时，in conjunction with 神话的某一首歌写的。不记得哪一首歌... 但应该是 6th album 的吧！（汗）

tasteless

I can't taste a freaking sh*t of my food.

It's like a wad of cotton wool in my mouth.
My tongue is numb.
Everything is tasteless.
Bleah! >.<

Thanks to the mouthwash prescribed by my dentist.
For the sake of my gums, i shall perservere!!
ArgH~!

durianZ!

Ate durians last night!! ^_________^

Been like ages since i last ate a REAL durian! Was mentioning to dear a few days ago after vonlin n ps went geylang to eat (who ended up eating 油条大王 instead). And he decided that friday was da night! Hee.. so sweet~ ^^

Friday had been a v sianx day. Cos had night lessons.. yawn. And durian was the only thing keeping me alive. Whahaa.. thnx to ps who drove us down, dear dun hafta come all the way to clementi to pick us up. Thnx for the ride again!!

Anw, met them at the dim sum stall. Ayc, zhenzhu, ivy, liling n jiawen. Haha.. was expecting more?? Ordered quite a spread. Had our fav - tofu with prawn thingy. YuMz!! $50.

Then went to EAT LIU LIAN!! Coincidentally, it was the same stall ps they all went before. Ordered 2 "红虾" (i wonder why this name!?) which is really nice! 3 normal ones ($20) and a D24, which most thought tasted weird (peppermint-y?). Hmm.. i thought it was different from the rest but nice! Not too sickeningly sweet. YuMz!! $50.

Afterwhich the gals dun feel like gg home. So after dropping liling off at amk, we headed to Changi V to catch some hot chicks. LOLZ~~ Not many on a friday night tho. (most got picked up?!) Then saw these 2 v chio ones.... (羡慕?!)

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Tday woke up damn early. 10am. Considering how late i've slept. Dental appointment at 11. -yawnZ. Thought i can sleep in the car but NO. Mom n i gotta take train all the way to Chinatown cos dad gg marketing. Bleah~

Saw some ah bengs on the train. Grow up lah. So noisy. Dental was painful. But brought good news. ^^ Parted with mom and headed bedok. Saw something i think i shouldn't see. X_x

Met dear. Wanted to eat 乐乐串 but it had to close tday. wth. So we headed to eat 五星级鸡饭. YuMz~ Walked around at Parkway and got dear hooked to Rotiboy. C'mon.. wat's Paparoti man?

[[ Happy 10th month Anniversary! ]]

p.s I think SOMEONE is gonna be v gian to eat durians n chicken rice n dim sums. Oops! =X

deactivate cookies???

I can't tag!!

I can't reply, i can't tag others.

T^T

Can someone tell me HTH (how the hell) to "deactivate cookies"???

-- LOST --

Japan here i come!

i just received news...

I'M GOING 日本!!!!

1 wk in 北海道, another week in 東京!!

わ..... あ~~!!!!

本当に, 本当に 激高!!!

嬉しい ね~~ ^^

p.s Just too bad i ain't going the same time as Li-san!

blog issues again?

Sunday Times report : Scholar gets under fire for racist blog entries.

Like wtf?!? Surely he only meant it as a harmless jest. Why do people like to take it so seriously?

*scratch head*

From this (and many other issues), i can conclude that SOME online forum community users are a bunch of bo liao pple who got nothing better to do but slouch infront of their computers eating chips/picking their noses/scratching their butt/waiting for porn to dl finish/nobody to ask them out, THEREFORE, gotta dig out stuffs and ah-hem, discuss.

Oh wait.

I ought to think trice about writing this right? Sekali my blog kanna caught and gets slammed as well. Then i'd be published in the newspaper for "insulting the intelligence and integrity of computer geeks beings which possess much more sophisticated understanding of highly complex intellectual mechanism" and get famous. Perhaps i can consider generating some tabloids while i'm at it. Churn out some merchandise and franchise my name.

"101 Ways To Make Your Blog Stand (Out)"
#01: Be racist...

Yepz.. and be as famous as Singapore No.1 Blogger, XiaXue. ^^

Dunno who's xiaxue? Boy.. bloggers, you ought to be ashamed of urself! *tsk tsk* She's my idol alright. Yeah baby!

Hi, My name is Wendy. Please click me! =)

Hahaha... how crappy can i get on Sunday afternoons. Yawn.

So in future, should i rant abt MLZs/MLGs, IDRs or PRCs...

I WILL NOT GET SLAMMED!!

the girl in the mirror

She looked into the mirror and smiled.
But the girl inside just stared back blankly.

She smiled harder.
The corners of her mouth rose upwards in an awkward manner.
She was almost cringing.
The girl inside remained emotionless.
Her eyes were hollow.
Empty.

Why are you doing this to me?
She thought.
She was getting desperate.
Her heart pumped loudly against her ribcage.
Anger rose within her; Boiling. Like magma.
Furious.

She clenched her fist so hard her knuckles turned white.
And gave the girl inside a taste of her own medicine.
But the girl inside didn't retaliate. She didn't even flinch.
She just looked on expressionlessly. Observing. Wondering. Mocking?

The glass broke into zillions of tiny smitherens.
Shining like the stars above.
With trembling hands, she picked up a piece.

This time, the girl inside looked different.
Her face was distorted.
She looked horrific.
But her eyes remained cold.

Why won't you go away? Please... go away.

Her palm closed tightly upon the glass, as if squeezing the last breath out of the girl.
Her vision blurred as tears welled up in her eyes.
Her palm felt nauseatingly sticky.
Looking down, she realised the girl had indeed disappeared amongst the sea of red.

It took her a moment to feel the pain searing through her heart,
Coursing through her veins.
Tearing her apart.
She looked down once more.
Her face twisted in horror to see the accusatory stares from the very same girl.
Only this time, there was not one. But zillions of them.

Slowly, their mouths moved. In unison.
Where they saying something? What were they saying?
She can't hear a thing.
The silence was deafening.

She stumbled back. Grasping for support.
But she couldn't tear her eyes away from the girl inside.
The girls inside stared back like they always do. Their mouths moving at a growing speed.
There was a rhythm to it.
It was hypnotising.
She was struggling to decipher their message.

It was just a tiny glimpse.
Of the split second of pain reflected in the eyes of the girl
Before she felt the floor rising up to meet her.

A rainy condolence

Rain drops are falling on my head~~

The tiny droplets seem to gently fall and cascade upon our cheeks.

Soothing.
Caressing.
Innocent.
Pure.

We bare our souls on this very day. Arms wide open. It takes courage.. to make the very first step. It may just be a tiny little step forward. But it's a progress nontheless. How many are able to bring this foot forward?

The sun seeks refuge behind the silver lining of the clouds. It has wept. And may weep once again. Choking back tears, it takes a moment of silence. A form of respect for your departure.

Dedicated to people who have found peace this very day. Especially to Yaya's family, may you find strength from deep within and live life to the fullest.

sunday again?

Juz read on Sunday Times. There's this guy who declared his love for a girl during lecture by presenting her a bouquet of red and orange hibiscus. It happened in NUS on 28 March and apparantly, the video that captured this whole episode was spreading like wildfire within s'pore and even across international boundaries. Such that even Americans and Africans were tagging the girl's blog.

What a freak. I mean the guy. Come on, they're not even like going-to-be-together or something. And it's not like the guy is super dashing and suave like Brad Pitt to be able to sweep you off ur feet by juz a mere smile and wink. Ok.. this part is crap. I have no idea what the guy looks like. =Pp

Well, judging by wat i juz wrote, u shd've guessed as much it was very much a complete flop. Destroying his last shred of hope by doing such stunt, he had left the girl utterly "traumatised" (as quoted from her blog).

Freako. Idiot. To me, it's nowhere even near to the word "romantic". More like "sick" (notice the shit colour). Am i making such a big fuss too? (like the protoganist?) Unless they're a couple or are deeply in love.. otherwise, i think this social gesture is totally unacceptable to me. No way. Never. Uh-uh. Yuck. Pui.

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Bored. Saw yaya online and we've decided to meet up later. Haha.. another excuse not to study. =Pp

mission : saved!

見て 見て!!

My skin is back! Whahaa.. thanks to Jan who saved my day. ^^ Managed to host the pic and adjust the pic. Now it's looking as new as ever. Wahaha~

And i woke up feeling fresh like never before. I survived the 4-day ordeal. Congratulate me! ^^ Muahaha..

Will be out soon. Meeting jan n gean. Then gg Fullerton for seafood buffet with my family. Dad's colleugue immigrating to UK so the big treat! ^^

Tml FINALLY can see my dear dear! After 1 wk is like almost as torturous as my 4-day ordeal. He's cancelling schedule so he can come over my hse for steamboat tml night with my relatives. ^^

If you haven't already noticed. This is such a happy entry. So don't. DON'T even try to spoil my wkend. =P So looking forward~~

complaints

So many freaking things i'm unhappy about.

First and foremost. WTF HAPPENED TO MY SKIN! (yah.. i noe bandwith exceeded but still..) It's looking so terrible. Regret not hosting the pics myself. Now wat? Change skin? Even i can't be bothered to blog. Grr...

And...

......

...

.

Ok. Great. I juz totally forgotten the rest of my compaints. Geez~ Believe me. I've already spent the past 5min racking my brains furiously to recall what i was gonna say. Apparantly and quite obviously, my brain cells just died without a single trace. Not even a single hint. How helpful huh. O_o"

Whatever.

I survived the 3rd day of my 4-day torture. Yay. The last 45min of lecture, Daniel Lewis's words no longer makes sense. I was struggling to comprehend his distinctive London accent. It wasn't his words. It was his content. Fark marginal costing vs absorption costing lah.

Tml is Scooby dog day. I forgot the name of the cartoon character Robin Hewins resemble. It's from a very old cartoon and he looked like that papa dog. But let's juz call him Scooby for now. Anw both characters are dogs. =X

Got back my MM mock paper ytday. What a surprise! It was surprisingly waay above the average Robin mentioned. It wasn't well done by hey.. 2days of studying and it was more than a pass. ^^

Misss ya sooooooooo much.............. it's been 4days. 3 more days to go.................... zzzz

sian-sational sunday

Sian-sational Sunday.

Why are u freakin bent on irritating me and spoiling my day??? Yes you. The one which secretes enzymes to digest and break down our food for absorption. Argh.

Saturday morning i woke up in pain. Thanks to you. >.<# Afterwhich i accompanied my parents to Mt Vernon to offer my prayers to my grandparents. As usual, it was a bleary and wet morning. Perhaps it was the smoke and all, it got worse and i even felt nausea. Stomach flu? Not sure. It's been such a norm i'm getting used to this kinda torture.

I was on the verge of puking in the car. Feeling damn sick and tired. But i can't!!! I must be genki! Cos i have a movie date + dinner date + party date. If i gave in, i'll be turning down 5 pple.

By the time i reached home, i was ready to give up the movie date with yaya n jan. However, by sheer miracle of the charcoal pills and vomit medicine (frm last time), i was rejuvenated with new energy! Muahahaha... so happy can. Quickly went to bathe n meet them for Ms Congeniality @ Bugis. What sia... that movie sux. Totally wasted our $8.50. No wonder the reviews gave only 2 pathetic stars. Bahz~

Slack ard abit before 3 of us headed off to different bday parties. Met dear at cityhall to go marina bay for bao liang's bday. Wad... his gf really nice to treat us all. That makes a whopping $228 + swensen ice-cream cake. Din eat much. Din even touch the crab. Prob due to all the bbq during this period. Which made me wonder, how i survived Januarary with 3 bbqs in a short of 5 days?? I must be a freak man...

Anw the cake was really really nice. Feeling v full le. The rest wanted to go PartyWorld so we decided to leave for WW party at tr. I wonder how i still managed to stuff more food down myself. *amazed* Party was boring. Prob i was v tired already. Din have much sleep the night before. Heartwarming scene with the 4 lovebirds. Hehe... so cute!! Happy for them. ^^ Drank abit. Vodka Ribena. Smiroff vodka q nice! The rest whiskey i dun like. Left at 1am+ with cy.

Hit dreamland the moment i touched my pillows. Yes. I was that tired.

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Home alone now. Supposed to study. (Yes yes.. i will!) Stupid com cannot on. Cannot play rose. No lunch. No dinner. Bro gonna ta bao hokkien mee for me. But that's 1 more hr later. zzzz

backkk..

ただ今~!~!

Hee.. finally back from chalet. For a moment.. there goes another wk. (1 wk closer to exam! 1 wk less to study! >.<)

Lesson learnt #01 :
Go chalet can only bbq. Cos the rest of the food sux. The downtown east foodcourt sux. The loyang point foodcourt also sux. wth. Blehz~ Thurs night bbq was the best dinner out of the 3days there. First time ate chez prawns. Omg.. DAMN NICE!! And the honey-glazed ba yi. No more stingray left for me tho. T^T Wanted to peng marshmellow. Not to eat. Juz for the fun of it. But doing it alone no kick. Sianz. (Dammit. I got craving for it now)

Everytime bbq i sure end up cooking. So this time i decided to sit back n relax... but alas. Dunno why i ended up peng tang-ing the remaining food with chen yang. Haha.. so fun to bbq wad. I used to be those girls who'll kope the food and go back to the room to watch tv. Since when my "cooking instincts" started to show?? *shudders* Cooking is still not my thing.

Lesson learnt #02:
Never never EVER buy corn from Shing Song ever. 2 times already. And the corn, as usual, turned out dry and non sweet. Haix. Sadz. I don't particularly love corn (my ice kachang cannot have corn) but juz love to munch on it. Row by row. Bit by bit.

Afterwhich the guys played poker and the forfeit went from vodka sprite >> vodka shot >> Bailey's on the rocks >> a disgusting mixture of the remaining alcohol sizzling with crispy Lay's Original. How appetizing. O_o"

Overall quite fun lah. Din get to skate cos the weather had been wet. My mahjong skills improved a wee bit! *happy* 2nd time i play after i learnt and i managed to do a "qi dui zi (7 pair) + zi muo" ^^ Even did abit of MM revision.

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Tml another round of steamboat bbq. -__-;; Dunno if going tr for party. Ah wan going back malacca. Nx wk is damn packed till friday! Gosh. I hope i'll survive this ordeal.