last entry till fri

wtf. My entry juz got erased due to some internal error of blogspot. U freakin idiot!!! >.<# Hahz... Juz packed finished for our FREE chalet. For a moment, i've nv been away for a chalet this long!! Till fri morn k! O_o Brought my skates.. hope dun rain. Still pondering of bringing my MM to study. Maximise time? Hope i won't die of boredom. Cos afterall it's not my chalet. I prob dun noe half the ppl who're going. *thoughtful*

NEWS FLASH

Is TR really a SDU in disguise?

2 more couples spotted! That'll make the 4th n 5th couple getting together due to TR since 2003. Love is in the air~~

My "sister" called me the night before. Dunno why i answered. Cos i've been avoiding missing his calls for quite awhile le. Oops!

Adiues~ Won't be in contact with the computer till fri.

*goes into fit of spasm*

near yet so far...

You're so near... yet so far.

Yes. You, you and you. Even you.

Haix.

暗い気持になる...

Free chalets!

I'm on tv again!! (the 6.30pm news juz now)

Haha.. technically correct but can't really see us lah. =p

Here's the scope. Lance read on the newspaper that Costa Sands are providing 500 slots of chalet booking for free for the whole of next wk. In addition, you get $1 (crap) voucher for booking.

u: WTF??

Yeah. That was my reaction too. Haha.. So in the end he rounded up some friends to queue overnight and study their FOI paper on thurs. Surprisingly, not many pple were there when we started queueing at 10pm. We're at the top 10%! Not bad.. the queue took place in an event tent with blasting aircon and XBox consoles. (Considering i was expecting grass, concrete and open air...)

Being the kpo me, i tagged along and stayed till 11.20pm before dear shoo-ed me home. T^T Speed all the way home within 15min. Damn shiok k!

Their efforts paid off! We got the dates we wanted. With 8 chalets stretching a 3 day period. F R E E. Eat ur hearts out ba. Hahaha!

Cut hair ytday! Sniped off my (irritating) split ends. Gotta wait awhile before it grows back to the looong length.

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We went Adam Rd food centre for the famous Nasi Lemak during break. Abit rush ah. No parking! So VonLin n Peiying went to buy food first. Found a slot by the rd though. But it's parallel. And it's so tiny!! Argh. Joel went down to help me. So did the 2 uncles who parked behind my space. Double argh. Yah lah, they were nice to help but getting directions fr 3 pple (who to follow?), cars waiting to pass, lack of prac, of cos i'll become kan chiong spider and screw up - relying on others' help rather then own instincts. I hate! Haix.

But in the end managed to get it done lah. Then Joel pointed out. Maybe cos i'm a girl. Plus I still have my P plate (my bro's one ok! *protest*), which made the uncles to exhibit their err.. "male instincts of chivalry-ness". If it were him, they wouldn't have given a damn. And might even be waiting for him to langa into their car so they can demand compensation.

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Thnx ah Joel. I dunno to laugh or cry at that. Haha.. The nasi lemak was nice! I liked the chilli. Sweet and not spicy. And the chin chow drink was a sight to behold. (Aiyah.. shd have taken a pic) It was literally overflowing and spilling chin chow at the brim. O_o

Find these 2 days quite interesting. Was dying in lecture today. Haix. Shag. Bloated. Gg to sleep...

wat an idiot

Why is it always him?

Why isn't it me?

Everything about him is correct. Perfect.

Me? I put in effort to do stuffs and i don't even get appreciated. He doesn't bother. And he never gets the shit complaining from u.

Why issit so unfair?????

U dimwitted-moronic-supercalifragilisticexpialidocious-nincompoop!!

IDIOT!!!!!!!!!! I hate u!!!!

はか!!!!!!!!!!

s15!!

OMG.

omg. omg. omg.

I better write this before my laptop dies on me. (10% only!)

Guys. Remember that day, Rui's bday chalet at costa? Practically the whole S*5 was there! Jan u din see wrongly. That really was ge yao.

Saw the pic. Even HE was there. Bo shi lian!! Apparantly he nv go abroad leh. Who say one huh?? Argh.. how could i have missed it?? =X

OMG. I even noe who's bday they went for. Tho i dunno who the hell tt person is lah.

-- utterly stunned at my prowress --

i wan cut hair

I wan cut hair!!

Quick. Who wants to cut hair too pls call me~! ^^

Hmm.. watching the 9pm drama. Scene is showing the gal upset about getting pregnant cos she dun wanna be an auntie. Hmm.. issit really that bad??

I mean, that's part of the reason why Brad Pitt broke off with Jennifer Aniston too right? The golden couple of Hollywood separated cos one party values family more while the other values career more.

=/

I want to be a young mother. Partly cos of biological reasons, partly cos i dun wanna be taking care of kids when i've become an obasan (or i'll become an obasan when i hv kids?), partly cos i can retire earlier!

Wahaha... i feel so weird blogging these. Aiyah, i'm still so young now! Still not adult yet leh. (let me enjoy this moment can? =p) Juz enjoy life first~~ Argh.. juz ignore this post lah, ok? ^^;;

insomnia

I'm really tired. But i can't sleep. It's been like that for the past few days. I guess I'm suffering from insomnia.

Shit.

Never had insomnia before. Now i noe how much it sux. My mind juz goes on and on... racing with thoughts. But my eyelids are heavy. -sighz. What's wrong with me?? Maybe i should go see a doc...

It happened again last night (or rather, this morn). So i decided to get up and let the power of lecture notes to hypnotise me to sleep. Hmm... pretty effective i must say. Hit the sacks at 3.40am. =_=

Woke up later at 7.45am to send my parents to work. Cos i'm driving to sch later in the evening for revision classes, hence it's only fair i send them. Gosh. Had a really nice sleep!! If only i wasn't interrupted...

Drove like a zombie. Even drove on the wrong lane! But it was a small rd so doesn't matter lah. Oops. Managed to fall asleep when i reached home. But was woken up by my bro who wants me to send him to sch at 12pm. Haix. Another interruption. Did i ever mention i hate interruptions when i'm sleeping? Like phone rings, doorbells, drillings and what-nots. That's why the phone in my room is always unplugged. So whichever idiot calls at ungodly hrs of 8am gets no answer from me. Hah. Nothing shall be entertained till i'm wide awake.

Perhaps cos i'm a light sleeper. Just like my dad. Any little noise can wake me up. But thnx to that, i was actually alerted of a car burgler climbing into my house few yrs back. And apparantly, he had been into many other houses around my area. But that's another story.

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Had movie marathon ytday! Watched Robots @ Lido with dear in the aftnoon. It was hilarious! There were those nitty gritty parts that were so quick, if u missed it, u missed the essence of it all. Like the "honey, u missed the delivery" and the toilet signs in the Big Weld's office. Hah.. shall not be a spoiler here. So for those who haven't watch, notice these scenes! For those who watched, did u catch it? -grinz

Then went bugis to meet cy, ls and his fren to buy ls's mahjong set. The kind that dear has at home. Wow.. damn cool lor. Somemore not very ex also. Made me want a set too! ^^ And i shall get the wooden mahjong table.

Afterwhich they went for dinner and i took 7 to Cine to meet Yaya for A Moment To Remember. Hah.. she arrived on the dot. But i was so full from Mos in the aftnoon, i wished could join her for dinner - Our usual, LJ in the cinema. =X I wished i was hungry cos it smelt so nice!! But dunno y damn bloated leh.. to the extent of feeling uncomfortable. =/ Movie was a weepie. Not much plot but content q nice. Funny thing was, the 2 gals beside me were BAWLING. omg. Get a grip. Actu the whole cinema was practically bawling. -__-"" The actor looked damn like Jang Hyuk!! *hana* I wonder who is he?

U noe wat we had at Mos? In addition to the normal set, dear bought 10 fried mussels. WOW.. it's really nice i tell ya!! But kinda ex. And also the new cheesecake souffle. Nice!! Though i din like the coconut topping. Dun really like coconut-y stuffs. Dear so nice.. scrap off the coconut for me. ^^ First time eat till $20++ in a fast food restaurant. ^^;;

p.s Feeling sleepy.... sleepy.... sleeping...

blogging?

Sometimes i just hate it.

What's the purpose of blogging?

To pour out my thoughts and feelings; To state my own opinions and ideas; To vent frustrations and emotions. It's juz a space to ramble and rant. So it's not supposed to be taken seriously. Right?

Blogs are meant to be one-sided, selfish, critical, opinionated, SUBJECTIVE. That's cos i'm not a reporter reporting on world happenings. It's not meant to be OBJECTIVE. It's juz not right.

So why do i need to account for what i honestly feel and think???

Because i'm not the only one reading it. Which kinda sux. Cos how am i suppose to truely write how i feel, while thinking about what others' would feel reading such comments?

Worse.

They critisize and condemn your opinion. Like HELLO! This is a liberal country, dude! U mean i don't even have the right to think?

So in the end i blog on trivial issues of my mundane life. I restrict what i wanna write due to viewership. It's juz so pointless, isn't it??? Maybe i should start ANOTHER blog. An unknown blog where nobody will see/read/find/comment. That sounds nice.

Comment. Btw, u're not supposed to comment on certain blog issues. It's unnecessary. If you don't like what u read, then don't read. I don't need your comments. Cos afterall, WE'RE the blog master. We control what gets published. Too bad.

*smirks*

new lappie!!

This entry is typed using my new laptop!

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^___^

Ok... not mine but at least it's another com in the house right? No more fighting to use the com! (i hope) Hee~

Lalala.. juz feeling happy. Now "borrowing" my neighbours' network to go online. Wireless will come on thursday. MaxOnline also upgraded to 6500 (?). 4x faster than the present one. WOOT~

p.s Haix.. so many bdays. I better start worrying about mine soon cos it'll be near exams. BAHz!

Killer MM

Management Math paper was a killer i tell you.

KILLER spelt with a capital K!!!! Arghh.... make me wake up so early in the morning somemore.

The set theory was so freakin hard! I dun give a damn who's vegetarian, or who have excess baggage, or who smokes, or who freakin sits the economy/business/first class la!! ARGH.

This was the qn:

• an airline has 3 classes of passengers denoted as economy (E), business class (B), and first class (F).
• Economy and business class passengers sometimes have excess baggage (X), whereas first class passengers never have excess baggage.
• All passengers who smoke (S) travel economy class but never have excess baggage.
• Vegetarians (V) never travel first class and do not smoke.

Interpret each of the above statements in set notation and hence construct a single Venn diagram to illustrate the relationship between B,E,F,S,V and X. (10m)

- stumped -

And juz when it suddenly hit me that B,E and F does not intersect (how stupid of me), time's up. Grreat. And that was only the first part.

And the matrix qn that was suppposed to be tedious and easy... was tedious AND difficult. WTH.

Bleah~ Enough deploration. I'm off to play rose... to vent my frustrations...

dare mo shiranai

I hate u.

I really do.

U're making me feel so lost and confused. I'm losing my concentration and focus. I'm beginning to doubt what i have... what i want... who i am.

Who i am?

Who am i?

Can't u juz go away? Leave me alone... leave me alone...

誰も... 知らない...

(dare mo... shiranai...)

fucking pissed!!!!

And juz when it reached 100%. It tells me that I DUN HAVE ENOUGHT MEMORY IN MY C DRIVE.

I'm so fucking pissed!! FUCKING PISSED I TELL U!!!!

*ROAR*

(re-dl it in D drive)

sloooooooow dl

Damn. After like almost 5hrs of download, i'm still stuck at...

83%

BAHz~ Transfer rate is 16.6KB/s on a freaking sat afternoon?? Like WTH?!?!

I can't wait to play ROSE. Been like 2 wks? Maybe it's a sign.. i'm supposed to be hitting my Management Math bks. Argh~

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Ok. In the meantime i shall juz blog. ^^

It's eye-catching enough to be twins. Much less ATTRACTIVE twins. Heh. Was invited to their 21st bday bash nx Friday. To be honest, i was kinda flattered.

Even though we're in the same class in sec sch (2yrs somemore!), same band in jc, moreover same uni now, we are only juz mere friends. But they're really nice pple. I even could tell them apart from their back! (hah.. prob not anymore.)

Anyway, am still pondering of going anot. Cos there's a tpjc bash@Rouge that very night. But since most of my khakis not going, so... Then there's spending money to buy not 1, but 2 presents. And the following Saturday would be Yaya's bday! O_o"

And in the meantime, i still have MM paper on wed. Cool.

Back to the bday bash, hmm... there's definitely gonna be loads of pple going. Which means, i may see the shark gang. Wow. How.. erm.. interesting huh.

*maj sweats*

(96%!!!)

NEW SKIN!!

Done!

みんな、見て見て!!

Nice right? =Pp This wasn't the actual skin i had in mind. But stumbled upon this and the more i looked at it, the more it grew on me.

(^__________^)

Don't really favour white skins. But this was really too nice to resist!

There! No more gentle reminder from my NICE fren who is basically as sick of the old skin as me. Muahahahah...

p.s now thinking back, the original skin was indeed too kawaii for me. ^^;; ((stashed into blogskins archive))

Okcupid test

The Wild Rose
Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLDf)


Colorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose.

Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling.

You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective.

The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone.


"You're never truly single as long as you have yourself."

ALWAYS AVOID: The Bachelor

CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail

To take the test.. click here

Wow... this is quite accurate! Hmm.. my pesonality like abit bad?! Lolz.. got this from yang's blog. Try it! It's pretty fun & interesting. ^^

home alone

I wanna change blogskin!
I wanna change blogskin!
I wanna change blogskin!
I wanna change blogskin!

*sa jiao*

Actually i have the template ready. (Seems abit too kawaii for me?! ^^" Hah.. but we shall see! Kinda sianz of this one already. oOps! =X) But no time to modify. Haix.. pardon the html idiot here. She needs at least a whole day to tinker with it! Time has to be spent on more productive things.. like PREPARATION FOR MY AF & MM PAPERS.

Bah~

~I'm missing u already ^^~