Dare mo. Shiranai.

Monday, February 28, 2005

2 posts in a day!

Wow.. 2 posts in a day. Seldom blog twice!

Anw, the results are out. Mich got a C5 for Math. ( =/ ) Highest (?) is B3 for Science. I think Jan should be very happy~~ Overall got an 18 for L1R4. Hmm.. not bad for her i guess? Can go poly wor! Heard from Jan her dad is pretty happy. (Since he was already jue wang?!)

Well, guess they should be celebrating now! She did her best. And i'm proud of her! ^^

Off to bathe.. and watch my 9pm drama. Haha... been ages since i last watch local dramas. =Pp

darling dear

Today's is the release of "O" levels. I'm feeling so edgy!!!!!

Hope Michelle will do well.. especially for her math. Otherwise i dunno how to face her parents. She's been a failing math student until i started coaching her few months before Os. Her dad says he'll be happy as long she can pass. But I'm hoping a little more. I hope she can at least get a B3 (that's what she promised!). Made her aim for A2 though. Hee~

*cross fingers* Kan chiong spider nia~

Farewell for Sally last night was pretty good! There were like damn LOTS of food lor. ^^" (But party always like that lah.. so.. hee!) Dunno why among the "usual food" there's a half onion loaf?? Maybe wrong order.

Lotsa Jack Daniel, Vodka.. Martell sux! Weipeng as usual, gone case. And Richard kena drunk by Grace. WooT~ I think he's more than happy ba... LOLZ! =X

There's ONE thing in the world only I can touch.
And i'm not telling.
*smirk*

Sunday, February 27, 2005

rain. finally.

Been raining for the past 2 days. FINALLY!! Ame~~

Sigh.. if only human are more easily understood-ed creatures. Then we wouldn't be having so much relationship problems. And Aunt Agony can finally have a loong deserved break. (Aunt Agonys also have their own problems to face.. argh~ wth?!)

Sometimes i wish i can understand her better. So i wouldn't always assume the wrong things. And feel horrid after the truth is known. That kinda feeling is really mixed up. So confusing!!! I hate it. Always make me feel so guilty.. like i've wronged her.

Sometimes, the truth remains unknown. Then how? Well, i guess it's just left as "misunderstood". -shrugz

It's been a tiring journey. I guess i've given up on understanding her. She's too complicated. I'm too dumb. Just let things be. -shrugz

Just woke up from a 4hr nap. Feeling kinda groggy. Bleah~

Out to jog! Used to hate it so much. Reminds me of stupid 2.4km runs for NAPFA. But without that factor, running can actually reduce stress. Feeling the wind whipping in ur face; feeling the adrenaline pumping; feeling the sweat trickling down ur forehead. Damn shiok sia!

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Sakae

Hmm.. feeling pretty tired. (From studying?!) Haha.. at least i accomplished SOMETHING. ^^

Ate Sakae Sushi yesterday.

Didn't eat much. But bill totalled up to $32++ (aft 10% UOB disc. Hee!) Up on the menu we had:
Tamago sushi (my fav!)
Chawanmushi (my fav too!)
Soft shell crab in crepe (u-mai!)
Ebi & cheese in crepe
Salmon Hana roll thingy (the one rui loves. But abit disappointing tho)

In case u're wondering, the last 3 are all red plate sushi. Oh yah.. and

Unagi hotplate (Hmm.. like not really worth the $8 leh)

And after the sushi incident, I realised I seem to value quality over quantity (in terms of food). I don't mind paying a little more for better tasting stuffs even though it comes in smaller portions. Hmm.. interesting. I've changed!

Oh and Howl's Moving Castle was great! Even though i'm watching it for the 2nd time round. ^^ Adding on to my list of fav anime by him... Totoro, Kiki's witch delivery, Mononoke Hime, Spirited Away... *sigh*

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Tml is farewell party for Sally (manager @ TR). Will be going down after 10pm. Wow.. been so long since i last went back to work. Probably will be seeing alot of freshies there. But the feeling is different le leh. =/ Don't have the feeling of last time... like wet market like that. Hmm.. we shall see tml.

Friday, February 25, 2005

private moment

Alas. I didn't go for my BORA paper. Okok.. naughty me. =Pp

It's a hot n crazy friday afternoon. A simple act of going online to book tix for Howl's Moving Castle has made me wander into friendster again. How bo liao. Sometimes, i really find friendster damn irritating. What's so intruguing about other people's business that i can't help but poke my big nose into it? (i'm talking abt myself) I guess humans are born natural kpo. Otherwise, why would tv reality shows like Simple Life, Bachelor, Meet My Folks, Survivor, Extreme Makeover blah.. (u get the picture) thrive so well?

C'mon. Admit it. We just lurrve to watch how other people cope with their life. It provides some sort of comfort(?)/amusement(?)/entertainment to our otherwise, mundane life. We somehow see ourselves in it i guess.

Just like how we love reading other people's blog. I doubt anyone has NEVER read some unknown stranger's blog!

Well, back to the topic - Friendster. Ok.. haven't seem him for quite some time already. Yeah i've gotten over it. But sometimes juz wondering how's.....? Read the testi given by his buddies. Dunno.. somehow dun really feel what the testi is speaking? Perhaps time has washed my memory till it's too vague even to remember. I may speak carelessly of it. But do i really mean it? Am i only trying to convince myself that i dun care? Even after so long, why am i still confused? Issit because what's left unexplained will remain unsaid and forgotten? If given a chance, would i have turned back time and demand an explanation? To rid myself of the nagging doubt that has always been hanging at the back of my mind? WHY AM I EVEN BOTHERING???

So many qns. Always left unanswered. But all these are no longer important. What's important is never the past. It's the present. And the future.

I'm very happy now. Especially that you are by my side. THAT is what is important to me now. And i'll definately cherish.

Why am i even blogging these??? Bahz~

Time to hit my accounting bks again.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

AMI

AMI 4's Top 24 finalist really packs a punch. They were awesome in last night's show!!

Gosh.

If only Singapore has such talents. Bah..

Tml is BORA paper. I'm like soo dead.

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[ At Escape with Von & PS. ^^ ]

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Sometimes, I just wonder.
Do people really speak without giving second thoughts?

Some issues may seem minor to one, but it's a hell lot different to another. Can we really choose what we want to see, what we want to hear?

I guess not.

No matter how we try to block out; try to forget. Words once said, will remain. Like an irritating thorn in your finger; Like a stab of the knife. Once stabbed, the blood will spill. Even if the wound is healed, the scar will remain.

What a grim reminder.

And things will not the same as before. Sigh~ What a pity. Pity would be an understatement.

So please! Always think twice before u leap into action. Sometimes, there won't be a 2nd chance to redeem ur action. Sometimes, you've hurt someone so deeply even you yourself don't know about it (and will never know).

We are not responsible for ourselves only. Therefore, people who commit suicide thinking :"I'm only affecting MY life", are just plain outright stupid. Suiciders are just a bunch of COWARDLY ASSHOLES who are too afraid to stick their head out of that sandbox. (Ok, that's beside the point)

Responsibility never comes easy.

p.s Peeps who think i'm blogging abt THAT issue, you're half right. Hah~ Something else made me blog the other half. Cheerz~

Damn the stupid migraine. LEAVE ME ALONE OK!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Pictures~

Li's Bday Party @ Loyang Rise

[ The F.R.I.E.N.D.S ]

[ The gals~ All time good frens from waay back ]

[ Muahaha! SABO time!! After Li lost 5x in "99" ]

[ Nice swim at 1am+ eh? =p ]

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Jan n Li's Bday at Marina Bay

[ 4 01s03 + 1 01s09(yaya) ]

[ The kawaii mushroom chezcake, which doesn't look that kawaii anymore ^^;; ]

[ Bday gals & their "ooh-so-NICE" pressies. *winkz* ]

[ Steamboat time! Itadakimasu~~ ]

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14. 02. 2005

[ Dinner on the river (Hey it rhymes! ^^;;) ]

[ Me & my beautiful bouquet of roses! ^^ ]

Sunday, February 13, 2005

pre-V Day

Shiok-ness. Yesterday managed to fulfill my hunger for shopping. =)

Bought a nice bag. A top. Presents. Long awaited ORAGANISER. Wahaha.. and all of them could fit into the bag. LOLZ~

-contented-

Tml is Valentine's Day. Another cheesy day for retailers to squeeze every last possible ounce of money outta lovey-dovey couples. Friends, please spend your money wisely.

As sadistic as I may sound; As spoiler as I may be, I truely feel that V-Day is juz like any other normal day. Perhaps it's the "Love is in the air" mood ba. But if 2 pple truely love each other, everyday, every minute spending with that special someone is V-Day. ^^

Tml is my 1st V-Day with U! Hee.. kinda excited about it. I hope you'll enjoy the day as much as i will. ^^ (Hope u'll like the surprise!!)

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

CNY

Today is CNY. No atmosphere. No mood. No... nothing.

Everyone is like busy going around to bai nian. And i feel like i'm secluded away from the world. Away from the crowds (i hate crowds).
Away from the humidity.
Away from the loud noises and chattering.

Everything is so p e a c e f u l. =)

Had reunion dinner at my house last night. The chicken was nice. Haha..
ayc >> I had a FEAST too! ^^

Afterwhich, we all drew a target board on a styrofoam and started aiming with our guns in my garden. Shortly after, dear arrived with his guns too. With all the M-16s, MP5s, we looked ready to rob a bank. LOLZ~

The action caught the adults' attention and they too, came to join in the fun. Wahaha...

By 11.30pm, we gotta meet up with dear's frens. So we packed and left... with my bro in tow too. Haha.. he was too bored liaoz.

Not Chinatown. Not Orchard. Not River Ang Bao.

We slacked at Fisherman's Village instead. Till 2.30am. *YaWnZ* Really nice and romantic place... to see the starry night sky & the vast ocean, with the cooling night air brushing tenderly by your cheeks and ruffling your hair.........

Anyway, we'd be going there this Sunday! Whoopi! With Von Lin & Poh Seng. Cos Escape is offering FREE entry to ROOSTERS! ^^

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

on national tv

I hope nobody watched ch8 news last night.

Cos me and dear were being interviewed at the River Ang Bao.

*MAJ SWEATS*

Talk about being "lucky". And promptly after it was aired, our friends started calling us. BAHZ~ O_o

There was a spectacular display of fireworks at 8pm!! Wow! Simply breathtaking~ And watching together with your loved ones really added that magical touch to it.

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How i'd wish to spend this New Year with you. However in midst of this festivity, there's a blanket of gloominess hanging in the air.

Perhaps it was all planned. Perhaps everthing is destined. Perhaps it's called Fate.

Perhaps you'd finally found peace and serenity.

I juz wanna thank all my friends who especially came down despite the CNY drawing so near. Here, i'd like to express my heartfelt thanks and appreciation. *MuAcKz*

And especially to my dear... thank you for being there. ^^

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Shopping Extravaganza!!

Stupid Balwant... school term is ending soon and he has 1 more chapter to go. Argh.. and student portal also nv update as to when is "make-up" of the "make-ups". Blehz.

Well, in case u dunno.. Balwant Singh is my Accounting Finance lecturer, whose initials conincidentally is BS=Balance Sheet. ^^ (not i say one!)

Anw, so here i am. Back home from school! Later will be doing some serious shopping with Li n Yaya @ Orchard. But before that, i'll be going CGH.

Hmm.. sounds sinful eh? Going shopping when he's lying in hospital. But i'm desparately needing some "spark" in life. Been running on low batt these few days. Argh. Hate this feeling. And who issit to bear with my shit? My dear. Haix... I'm so sorry!! T^T

So here i am. Prepared to spend every single penny in my pathetic bank account.

ARE U READY FOR SOME SHOPPING EXTRAVAGANZA???

YES I AM.


*SmileZ*

p.s Off for some ROSE action!